faith; hope; strength; love

I wanna wake up every morning to the voices of my little niece and nephews, have them walk in to give me cuddles and kisses .
The best feeling in the world :)


But that's different & sometimes it's not enough; I wonder what it's like to be loved by you .




S .


faith;hope;strength;love

Our life's a stage, a comedy: either learn to play and take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently.
Palladas

There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you.
David Burns, Intimate Connections

Happiness depends more on the inward disposition of mind than on outward circumstances.
Benjamin Franklin

There is only one way to happiness, and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will.
Epictetus

I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than attempting to satisfy them.
John Stuart Mills

Happiness is where we find it, but rarely where we seek it.
J. Petit Senn

Knowing is not enough; we must apply.
Willing is not enough; we must do.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

For hope is but the dream
of those that wake.
Matthew Prior



faith;hope;strength;love

JAY SEAN _ HOLDING ON .

How'd I let it get this far
What was going through my mind
Why'd you seem to have it all
Yet you're not mine
Started off as just good friends
Still we over stepped the line
Coz falling for you was so easy

You're everything I want
You're everything I need
You're everything I want my girl to be
And even though I know
You're in someone else's heart
I can't bare to be apart
See Ive fallen for you
And I gotta let you go
And I know that I
Have got to find a way to get on with my life

I don't wanna let you go
But it's killing me inside
How can I just carry on
I need some peace of mind
How do I just move along
And ignore the love so strong
So until I see this through
I'll be holding on to you

I look away when he holds you
For I'm afraid that I might find
The look in your eyes
That I see when you were mine
So tell me why I've got to be
The one to walk away
And leave you there in someone else's arms
Won't let you go away

白色的风车 安静的转着
bai se de feng che / an jing de zhuan zhe
The white windmills whirling silently

真实的感觉 梦境般遥远
zhen shi de gan jue / meng jing ban yao yuan
The feeling of reality appears so surreal

甜甜的海水 复杂的眼泪
tian tian de hai shui / fu za de yan lei
The beautiful sea, the intricate tears

看你傻笑着 握住我的手
kan ni sha xiao zhe / wo zhu wo de shou
Watching your silly grin, clasping my hand

梦希望没有尽头 我们走到这就好
meng xi wang mei you jing tou / wo men zou dao zhe jiu hao
I hope this dream has no end, so let's just walk till here

因为我不想太快走完这幸福
yin wei wo bu xiang tai kuai zou wan zhe xin fu
Because I don't wish for this bliss to end so soon

很可惜没有祝福 当爱你并不孤独 不会再让你哭
heng ke xi mei you zhu fu / dang ai no bing bu gu du / bu hui zai ran ni ku
It is a pity that there is no blessing, I don't feel lonely at all when loving you, I won't let you cry again

我背你走到最后 能不能不要回头
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bu yao hui tou
I carry you till the end, can we not turn back

你紧紧地抱住我 说你不需要承诺
ni jing jing de bao zhu wo / shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
You embraced me, telling me you don't need any promises

你说我若一个人会比较自由
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
You said I will have more freedom if I am by myself

我不懂你说什么 反正不会松手
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me / fan zheng bu hui song shou
I don't understand what you said, regardless, I won't let go of your hands

我背你走到最后 能不能别想太多
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
I carry you till the end, can we not think too much

会不会手牵着手 晚一点再到尽头
hui bu bui shou qian zhe shou / wan yi dian zai dao jing tou
Will we still be holding hands, reaching later to the end

你说不该再相见 只为了瞬间
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian / zi wei le shun jian
You said we shouldn't meet anymore just for this brief moment

谢谢你让我听见 因为我在等待永远
xie xie ni ran wo ting jian / yin wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan
Thanks for letting me know, for I will be here waiting for eternity


I'm gonna make it through this
But I have just one last wish
That you'll never see how I'm hurting for you



S.

- Listening to maroon 5 chilling at double bay or watsons: must get out; sunday morning; sweetest goodbye; she will be loved

- sleeping under the stars tonight

- screaming at the top of my lungs on a high cliff

How does it feel to know you'll never have to be alone, when you get home? Some place only you & I could go .
<3 maroon 5 their old songs are awesome .



- korean food . authentic style - sitting on the floor cooking at the tables

- milk tea with lychee jelly

- karaoke + drinks + insanity

- tennis

- big cuddles with everyone

我會學著放棄你
我會學著放棄你
我會學著放棄你
How many times must I remind myself?

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the frustration builds up
- what a beautiful lie .


i can't even describe how i feel .
the more i think the more angry i'm getting at everything
- the easier it will be on me, the more resentment there is .
- i'll be FINE on MY OWN .

you'd think i'd learn
clearly i haven't made any progress

you know what
i'm not even going to bother
=)

THE END .

& it reaches the point
you're stuck in between
& you just don't know where it's going .
Somewhere along the way, you get lost in your own thoughts and readings
so much going on that I don't exactly have a clear description of how i'm feeling; i guess "haywire" sums it up.


A. if it never really was, then don't come any closer before I go that extra bit insane, to the point that I wont be sure I can come back to my normal self .

please, do proceed. it's probably the only way i'm going to get over you. should i take the first step or perhaps you should - so i'm hoping .

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B. i'm sorry for the things i said to you, i never mean it & i hope you know it . i guess i should apologise in person, i don't want us to be like this .

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C.  nothing will bring you back; being down in the dumps isn't where you'd want to see me; i promise you i'll be a better person .

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on the brighter side of the world LOL, i saw a rainbow at menai the other day <3 reminded me of things.
embark on something perfectly within my reach is exactly what i'm going to do . its going to take time; see how it goes .
.v,,


faith;hope;strength;love

S.